He's greatly missed.

The Outlook

I am really worried for the future,
IF there is a future.

Pardon for this very random entry. playing alot of Football Manager causes mental block. so im trying to write something good.

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Gather all spoilt teens, all the thugs, all the ruffian and randomly throw a stone at them. chances are, they are, well, right, malays.
i don't know if its propaganda, or exagerration or simply media hype to paint the culpability on us, malays.
but its principled.
because we lived up to their tall talk and now, we are left worrying about the hereafter.

im not proud of the way i breed this idea for todaes update. because i was praying and i noticed a badly deformed feet of the guy next to me. and it reminds me of the story of this chinese guy who had a size 15 feet but never had a fitting footwear to move around with. yes, wearing something tight, while growing causes the feet to be badly bowed.

so this leads to?

us teens.
yes, its a subpar example. and i agree.

but its just a tropology.
too much curbing of freedom
is very bad.
see the relation now?

i used to chide the parents because they chose have a complete control over their child upbringing, no breathing space, and how they rebel.
i dont understand it either. parents treating a child like a machine?

the blaming game drifts from the parents, friends, environment and themselves. ahhhhh the buck stops with them teens. however much the parents does, the friends influence, the environment incite, its them that makes the decision. true. decisions, are guided by the surroundings. undoubted. that teens matures at late age, thus whatever they did early in their life, are apparently very hard to change. very hard is the key word here. because they never never meant impossible. try is the key word here. because without effort, things cant happen.

nevertheless,
im thankful that my parents always play the right cards while we, the siblings, were growing up.

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i didnt visit geylang during the fasting month. partly because i heard enough stories (or mere exaggerration perhaps) about how it was jam with mats and minahs. its sad you know. especially when i know couple of them who had a decent education from both parents and the society. and them who kept their parents in the dark about their activities because they dont want to hurt or disappoint them.
and this got my attention,
if they perceived about their deeds, what exactly is the problem?

POSTED BY FIRDAUSKASSIM AT 6:46 PM