He's greatly missed.

The Binding Ties

i dont recall too much about making known of my thoughts about my friends. rarely, you heard me heap praise on them. but anyway, im thankful that i've been blessed with the people around me.

the inner circle,
or outer circle of friends.
im grateful. pleased. im really really gratified.

them four people whom i can chalk talk all day, even at the extend of monologue (sp? grammar?). they switch off and listen. and when i thought those henchman stopped following because i talked too much, they immediately respond. in the process, making me touch. they've really been listening

i can always connect nuraidah at such a high level. she is such a very adept person, and i have absolutely no qualms or plague of her educating my children in the future. yes, for a soon to be teacher, she will be coaching your sons and daughter too, and i certify that they are in safe hands.

hakim is just the best person around and he has this ability to actually be a girl and a guy (its a really nice thing im talking here)- all at once. its easy when you have that kind of people around because its them that you can relate.

and when the heads go down, she pulls them up. even if she does it by pulling the hair. she is the confidant. im optimistic that azeemah will one day be very popular around people. when she talks, she amazed. when she talks, she impressed. all the time.

and there are plenty others. school is my next inland. and i have these people to thank.

i was an oddity among my coursemate but every effort was made to include me. and xiu zhi is a strong instance. being around lyana makes me feel very much myself. nazneen, on the other hand, never fails to entertain me with her blunt comments and interesting tales. while zi xue, when she talks, makes countless sense. i supposed shikin is very much the most humblest person i've ever met. she has THE complete package. and im very very convinced she has a very bright prospect ahead of her. i love raihana for being raihana. shes engaging. i just really love her for that.

these boys shares my interest. the trio of tawfik nizam and zul makes my day most of the time. tawfik turns each day a jocular occasion. zul is always trying to help. and nizam, well, hes just nizam.

shahitha is the evil twin. and azfar! how could i forget! he cracks lame jokes and apologies for them- each time.i like the fact that a brooder guy turns to me for comfort. it makes me feel good. it builds your self-esteem (not the ego mind you)

then theres people who come and go. the friends who, while typing this i decide to call them acquaintance, just covers up all the loop holes in your life.

i dont supposed i could ask for a more colourful life than this. im 19. with the whole world waiting ahead. there are bound to be others who will enter throughout the journey. but for now, i'll leave it at that. i'll allow the future to uncover on its own.

i just want to thank them, who made all the difference.who shaped my life.who creates my biography. and who leads the way for the future.

and lastly,
i keep wanting to push things forward, because i keep having that thoughts in the head. I thank you and thank whoever sent you for me to put my faith in you.
this chapter is written, but my book shall never close for you.
shes my spark.
shes siti mariam.

POSTED BY FIRDAUSKASSIM AT 1:28 PM