He's greatly missed.

here we go again. i've decided that the previous skin was very messy. not that i think this one isnt. but i just cant find anything thats suit my personality. most of the skin on the blogside are for ladies anyway. so i haf to content with someting else.

not much happened the past few days. i sustain a foot injury. a hairline crack on the bone to be exact. so stayed most of the time at home since i can only walk on crutches.

fadhly birthday celebration was on wednesday. it was alright. all the lads was around except azfar.
and on thurs, it was movie day for her n her n me. it went roughly well i think. sorry im not too bothered to type the details of all the happenings.

as promised, i try to write some sense. so i wanna start with ppl who had been the catalyst to where i am now. a great impulse to drive me forward.

a no-brainer if i were to say family were the main crowd that are part of this. they definitely are. right from when i was born. till i die.

Tawfik-
some friendship finish when they stop seeing each other. many ended after secondary school life, or at the slightest of conflict. im just happy that we are still the best of buddies even after 4 years. perhaps the bond was strengten by our common interest. i recalled a number of times when we were hanging out in very small groups, its when all the chats tell tales starts to pour out. its fun cos u get to noe the the hidden side of each other. and also, get some loads of the chest. hes the person whom u wont feel awkward talking to. i guess most would agree that hes the kind of person u need to meet in ur life.

Azeemah-
how optimistic can a person gets? even when you KNOW that the whole world is against you, shes'll make you convinced that you will definitely overturned the odds and triumph the battle. a friend and a confidant. when good tings happened, when things go awry, shes the first to know. i wonder if its really a 20 year old soul trapped in a 15 year old body.

Raihana-
i find it funny at how a friendship started. and also surprise at the the impact she made at a short span of time. all her clowning are lame. but they dont fail to make your day most of the time. i just find it comforting how both of us can relate to each other due to alot of stuff we both had commonly faced before. if she wasnt the girl whos attach, and i wasnt the guy whos shy when meeting new people, and if we had just bump into each other on the streets, or in sch, i would certainly inquire for her number and ask what shes doing on weekend and if shes interested in going out with me for a drink or movie. perhaps things could haf gone differently

Hakim-
When someone so smart, older, wiser, the model grandson for my current generation of my family, looks up to me, it causes flattery. being a guy helps. being a kuzzin, he understands the travail and quandary of being in my family. for so long i seek support for my everday activities and long term dreams. i needed them. and he provided them all the time.

Mariam-
Even when shes no longer around, she left a lasting impression. its those small tings that she used to express that always drives me forward. she was my pillar of strength. and i wonder how someone whos no longer willing to be there for you, is the one that you look up to for a lift. she remains a large picture me. a huge motivation for dream and platform for achieving ambition.
i know, from that very day, that its time to let go. im confident that i will. i just need a closure on this matter.

POSTED BY FIRDAUSKASSIM AT 3:43 PM